quickly, bitterly slowly in love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-sA85wMC16A play this then read.

Would I be foolish to say the stars have stopped beating?

Or my hearts still wishing?

Is it silly to think my nightmares are keeping me safe at night?

Whilst all my dreams are the ones that make me toss and turn

Could it be destiny to say the worlds started spinning,

and gravity’s keeping me up in the air.

Should I be scared that the pavement that once kept me standing is now hollow,

The wounds of yesterday, are things that bring me the biggest happiness.

Because there deep in side lies,

Iloveyou.

For it was you I gave my heart to.

With it came everything I had.

Now with the big empty space of darkness I must rebuild what was lost.

Would it be foolish to say I could never stop falling, quickly, bitterly slowly in love with the very thing that’s killing me?

I will never back down and I will stand with broken legs and heartless chests,

just to say I made it.

it was just a thought

"all my love " hatter ♥

Shut your eyes and run.

play this then read, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjQtVmh4X1s

Today I learned how to breathe.

I shut my eyes and ran, I ran as fast as I could in the freezing cold and the pounding wind.

Today I didn’t straighten my hair or put my make up on.

Today I wore that dress I never thought suited me.

Today I meowed! At strangers and laughed as loud as I could.

Today I shut my eyes and ran, I ran away from the fakes, the liars, the meaningless ‘I love yous’ the self doubt, the happy couples, the best friends brought together by hate. I SANG to the bands I pretend to hate. I told the jokes that no-one else finds funny.

Today I ran from the boys that only text you because there bored.

The boys that can keep you hanging on a string. The boy you that make you believe you and 10 other girls are just so special and beautiful.

Today I ran away from the girls who post I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY on there boyfriends wall a billion times over. The girls who look you up and down because your pale.

Today I stopped listening to the songs that remind me of you. I stopped paying attention to the tutors that give you the ‘your gonnah fail’ look. 

Today I ran so fast, I lived.


It was just a thought.

"all my love hatter."